Dostoevsky Was an Antisemite. I Still Think You Should Read Him
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Let me offer you an irresistible deal: trade your spiritual perfection to bow down to a golden cow. Any takers?
Anyone reading this week’s Torah portion confronts this seemingly absurd proposition. What drove our ancestors to worship a golden calf? How could they abandon the pinnacle of divine connection at Sinai for a lifeless idol? What power did this strange service hold that made it worth such a devastating trade?
To unravel this mystery, we need to trace idolatry to its source.
If Adam and Eve spoke directly to God, how did humanity descend into idolatry? The Rambam marks a turning point in the generation of Enosh, three generations after Adam and Eve: "The people said, 'God created stars and spheres with which to control the world... Accordingly, it is fitting to praise and glorify them and to treat them with honor... just as a king desires that the servants who stand before him be honored." (Full text in footnote1)
Before we continue, I want to give context for understanding the power endowed to these celestial beings. According to Kabbalah, our universe runs on pure Divine energy. The closer God's Infinite Light comes to our physical universe, the more coarse and manifest it becomes. At the final stage before that energy enters our reality, it passes through channels - the stars and spheres referred to by the Rambam.
These celestial bodies serve as the inflection point where spiritual energy becomes physical energy; the gatekeepers between our manifested world and the higher worlds of spiritual potential. The Torah calls these "elohim acherim" – other gods. Gods other than the Almighty? That’s blasphemy! But here’s the key: while there's only one true Source, these intermediaries act as the mechanisms through which His different powers operate in our world.
Recognizing this role, our ancestors initially sought to honor God by respecting these gatekeepers. But this well-intentioned practice spiraled downward. False prophets emerged, claiming these celestial forces demanded idol worship. Eventually, people forgot about God entirely, focusing solely on these intermediary powers.
The ancient world understood something we've largely forgotten: the universe operates through channels of spiritual energy. The Rambam describes how early humans recognized that celestial bodies served as conduits for divine power - like transformers stepping down cosmic voltage into usable current. These weren't mere symbols but genuine interfaces between the infinite and the finite.
This system offered humanity a choice: connect to the Source directly, or tap the power at intermediary points. Taking the shortcut through intermediaries promised immediate gratification without the demanding work of authentic relationship.2 The allure was immense. One glance at the Greek pantheon reveals the tantalizing menu of spiritual forces these celestial bodies possessed: wealth, victory, fertility.
Just how powerful was this pull? The Talmud tells a fascinating story of Rav Ashi, who had been teaching about the wicked kings of Israel. That night, King Menashe (who was wicked but later repented) appeared to him in a dream. When Rav Ashi questioned why someone so learned in Torah would pursue idolatry, Menashe responded: “Had you lived in those times, you would have lifted your robes to run after the idols!”3
This inclination toward seeking intermediaries reflects a deeper human struggle. The Kuzari explains that, with Moses absent for 40 days, the people felt overwhelmed trying to maintain their connection to an invisible God without Moses as their intermediary. Their creation of the Golden Calf wasn't simple rebellion - it was an anxious response to perceived abandonment. Their solution? Create a physical medium to channel their spiritual devotion.
While misguided, their struggle mirrors our own - we can relate to the inherent difficulty of connecting to a transcendent being. We often prefer a tangible falsehood to an intangible truth, something we can see and control rather than surrendering to what transcends our grasp. Yet this shortcut violated the very foundation of their relationship with God - the first two of the Ten Commandments: "I am Hashem, Your God... There shall be no other gods before me.4
So if the pull to idols was so real back then, why don't we feel tempted to worship the sun or moon today?
The Talmud5 teaches that after the First Temple's destruction, our sages succeeded in subduing the overwhelming pull of idolatry by praying for its removal. But a powerful trace remained.
While we no longer bow to statues, self-serving pleasure without regard for the other is an ongoing disease in the human condition. Where God seeks relationship, we chase selfish gratification through expedient means. In our relationship with our fellow man, this self-seeking desire transforms intimacy into one-night-stands, business into exploitation, and politics into graft. It’s what transforms "I'm here for you" into "you're here for me."
Every time we choose expedient pleasure over principled action, we echo our ancestors' choice of the Golden Calf. We might not sacrifice to sticks and stones, but we still fall prey to sacrificing our values on the altar of self-aggrandizement. The material gods have changed, but the essential choice remains: Will we do the hard work of authentic relationship, or opt for the easy path of self-serving shortcuts?
This understanding transforms our Torah portion from an ancient cautionary tale into a mirror for our own spiritual struggles. The Torah's message is clear: true fulfillment comes only through genuine relationship - with God and with our fellow man.
May we find the wisdom and courage to choose authentic connection over convenient substitutes, and the strength to serve something greater than ourselves.
Shabbat Shalom!
Avraham
Inspiration for this essay comes from the teachings of Rabbi Akiva Tatz
After conceiving of this notion, they began to construct temples to the stars and offer sacrifices to them. They would praise and glorify them with words, and prostrate themselves before them, because by doing so, they would - according to their false conception - be fulfilling the will of God.
This was the essence of the worship of false gods, and this was the rationale of those who worshiped them. They would not say that there is no other god except for this star.
This message was conveyed by Jeremiah, who declared (10:7-8): "Who will not fear You, King of the nations, for to You it is fitting. Among all the wise men of the nations and in all their kingdoms, there is none like You. They have one foolish and senseless [notion. They conceive of their] empty teachings as wood;" i.e., all know that You alone are God. Their foolish error consists of conceiving of this emptiness as Your will.
After many years passed, there arose people - false prophets - who told [their nations] that God had commanded them to say: Serve this star - or all the stars - sacrifice to it, offer libations to it, build a temple for it and make an image of it so that all people - including the women, the children, and the common people - could bow to it.
He would inform them of a form that he had conceived, and tell them that this is the image of the particular star, claiming that this was revealed to him in a prophetic vision. In this manner, the people began to make images in temples, under trees, and on the tops of mountains and hills.
People would gather together and bow down to them and the [false prophets] would say: This image is the source of benefit or harm. It is appropriate to serve it and fear it. Their priests would tell them: This service will enable you to multiply and be successful. Do this and this, or do not do this or this.
Subsequently, other deceivers arose and declared that a specific star, sphere, or angel had spoken to them and commanded them: Serve me in this manner. He would then relate a mode of service [telling them:] Do this, do not do this.
Thus, these practices spread throughout the world. People would serve images with strange practices - one more distorted than the other - offer sacrifices to them, and bow down to them. As the years passed, [God's] glorious and awesome name was forgotten by the entire population. [It was no longer part of] their speech or thought, and they no longer knew Him. Thus, all the common people, the women, and the children would know only the image of wood or stone and the temples of stone to which they were trained from their childhood to bow down and serve, and in whose name they swore.
The wise men among them would think that there is no God other than the stars and spheres for whose sake, and in resemblance of which, they had made these images. The Eternal Rock was not recognized or known by anyone in the world, with the exception of a [few] individuals: for example, Chanoch, Metushelach, Noach, Shem, and Ever. The world continued in this fashion until the pillar of the world - the Patriarch Abraham- was born.
