The Laundromat and the Drunk Antisemite


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Sammy Horowitz may have started on the wrong path in life, but after some spiritual growth, he’s a changed man.
From the looks of it, it didn’t seem like Sammy Horowitz had a bright future ahead of him.
After getting into trouble with the law, he spent eight-and-a-half years in prison, and much of it in solitary confinement. He overdosed three times on heroin and had to be resuscitated. He had no college education, and because he had a felony on his record, the only job he could get was working as a bouncer.
Then Sammy discovered mixed martial arts (MMA) and boxing – and turned his life around.
“The best thing I could do is become a professional fighter,” he said.
Sammy fought – literally and figuratively – to get to where he is today. Despite his rough start in life, he’s now accomplished in his career, and since October 7, he’s been unabashedly publicly and proudly Jewish. But the monumental shift didn’t happen overnight.

“I believe God saved me for a reason,” he told Aish. “It doesn’t make sense otherwise, because I was a really bad person back then. I’ve had a psychic change. The way I act and think is not the same. The only conclusion I can come up with is divine providence.”
Sammy grew up outside of Cleveland and Chicago. He was always stirring up trouble and spent time in and out of juvenile hall.
“I got into many fights and started doing drugs from a pretty young age,” he said.
When he was older, he joined gangs and ended up robbing a drug dealer – which sealed his fate for the next near-decade of his life.
“When I was 18, I went into prison because me and some other guys went to rob a drug dealer, and a woman in the house we invaded jumped out of the window and called the cops,” he said. “We got arrested.”
Initially, Sammy spent five years and seven months in prison before he got out on parole. But he went right back to his old ways and was sent to the slammer for another three years.
“I wasn’t a well-behaved inmate,” he said. “I got into a lot of fights. Out of the eight-and-a-half years I was in prison, I spent probably over five of them in solitary confinement. They take away all your electronics and commissary and put you in a room. If you’re lucky, they put you with someone else, but you are both technically in confinement 24 hours a day.”

There were times when Sammy would use the solitary confinement to read and learn. Early on, a Chabad rabbi visited him in prison, and they struck up a friendship. Sammy had grown up keeping kosher at home for part of his childhood, and he had gone to Hebrew school and gone to Israel. The rabbi came every month to visit the Jewish inmates, and there were periods when Sammy would read a siddur and study Judaism.
“I just wanted to mentally escape and read books,” he said. “Then, at times, I’d be getting into confrontations and fights. I wasn’t somebody who was trying to better himself in prison. I didn’t think I’d ever have a decent life, so I’d given up on that.”
One of the many low points of being in prison was being targeted by the guards because he was wearing a “chai” necklace. Despite his dealings with the law, Sammy would wear his chai proudly. He was once trying to leave to go to lunch or the yard, and a lieutenant held his arm out and asked where Sammy was going.

“He told me, ‘You can’t have that necklace,’” Sammy said. “I said, ‘I’m Jewish, and I’m allowed to have this.’ Then, I held up my ID card, and on the back of it, it said, ‘Jewish.’ Back in the day, the Illinois Department of Corrections would list your religion on the back of your ID.”
The lieutenant instructed Sammy to go up to his cell and to give a permit for the necklace to another officer. Sammy had one from the chaplain who approved all religious necklaces. The next officer came back after a few minutes and told Sammy that the lieutenant wanted the necklace, and that he could sort it out later.
“I said, ‘I’m not giving up.’ A few minutes later, three correctional officers and two lieutenants opened the door of my cell. They didn’t follow protocol. The lieutenant shoved me up against the wall. I punched him in the face, and they proceeded to pepper spray me and beat me to the ground. They kicked me and punched me and knocked me unconscious and said a few antisemitic things.”
Sammy was charged with staff assault and given one year in solitary confinement; he served seven months of it. He also landed on the front page of The Chicago Jewish News, with the headline “Hateful Crime: The case of the Jewish prisoner beaten up for wearing a chai necklace.”

“Me being Jewish certainly had to do with the way they treated me thereafter,” Sammy said. “I showed him my permit, and it didn’t matter.”
When Sammy finally got out of prison in October of 2010, he had his GED – which he earned while behind bars. He didn’t clean up his life right away, though. He kept trying to get off heroin, but overdosed three times.
“I was either resuscitated in the back of an ambulance or in the emergency room of a hospital,” he said. “The third time it happened, I went into a 12-step program and started training for fighting. That got me into MMA and boxing, which is what I was motivated to do.”
Sammy became a professional boxer and toured all around the U.S., and then decided to try his hand at stunts. In 2013, he got on his first TV show doing stunts, and eventually got his Screen Actors Guild (SAG) card, which meant he could work more often on movies and TV sets.
“I started working regularly in Chicago around 2015 because there was a big film industry there,” he said.
He snagged roles on “Chicago P.D.” and “Westworld,” and in 2017, he and his wife Sari, an actress, moved to Los Angeles. He linked up with a writing partner, Adam Pasen, and together, they got staffed on the show “Power Book IV: Force.” They also wrote and sold a movie that hasn’t yet been made and are currently developing further projects.
Sammy and his wife, Sari
“All of my scripts feature a strong Jew,” Sammy said. “I want to create Jewish characters that aren’t the archetype we’ve seen over the past 50 years in Hollywood. I’m trying to show a different side of Jewish people, like gangsters and athletes. This is a new version of the Jew in Hollywood: the strong Jew. The badass Jew. Those are the characters I want to put on screen.”
Ten days after October 7, Sammy got on a plane to Israel to volunteer. He did security work “and other odds and ends,” he said. “I was sick to my stomach about October 7. I couldn’t think about anything else. When I went to Israel, I didn’t want to leave. I had a feeling like, ‘This is where you belong.’”
While Sammy was in Israel, he visited the Kotel, put on a yarmulke, and started wearing tzitzit.
Though he wanted to stay in Israel to try to help out, his wife urged him to come home.
“She said, ‘Come back. There are people who need you here,’” said Sammy, who listened to his wife and got on a plane to California. “I was really racking my brain, trying to figure out what I could do to make a difference at home.”

After seeing all the antisemitism happening in California and around the world, Sammy came up with an idea: He’d start the Bear Jew Boxing Club and teach self-defense to the Jewish community for free. Now, every Sunday, he runs co-ed and women’s only classes and has gained quite the following in his local LA community.“It’s a dangerous time to be a Jew, and everybody should learn self-defense,” he said. “That’s just the world we live in right now.”
At the same time, he hasn’t taken his yarmulke off since October 7, and he and Sari have begun to observe Shabbat.
“I started taking Torah lessons with a rabbi from Chabad, and we go there for Friday night and Saturday services,” he said. “What I’d like to do is eventually become observant.”
Looking back on his life, Sammy now knows God kept him alive for a reason. Now, it’s up to Sammy to take the reins.
“I want to leave the world a better place than I found it,” he said. “That’s all I need.”

It is important for Jews to defend themselves
Also the 12 step program for addictions works well and people succeed in their programs
It was a great accomplishment that you turned your life around
Wow! Big wow! What transformation! Sammy, it is not only what you are doing now that is remarkable! It is how you climbed out of hell into bigger places… How you fought and beat the odds! How you persistently transformed and channeled that fighting spirit …Your existence is microcosm of the Jewish people’s existence: many times over, making it from “ashes” to greater places! Your story is an Inspiration to MANY who feel lost for more than one reason. Todah Raba to you!!!!
Sammy kol hakavod, greatly respect you for using the prowess that caused so much harm, to a force for good, for the Jewish people.
i was very moved by your obvious connection to your yiddishe neshama. my advice to you is the sane advice Rachel ,the wife of Rabbi Akiva gave her husband, Take at least one year to study Torah,
I read your answers to those who commentedabout the types of Jewish heros you want to present. that still doesn't deal with a very basic premise that
There is nothing Jewish about the behavior of a Jewish Gangster, that's Esaav ,not Yaakov,
Self defense however is a mitzva from the Torah! So keep helping yiden to protect themselves in a kosher way.
Hatzlocha Rabba in finding your path "back home"
Love your story, God bless, know that I pray for all Jews around the world. Shalom!
Thank you!
"I’m trying to show a different side of Jewish people, like gangsters"
I'm sorry, I completely disagree with this idea. What's the point of showing Jewish criminals? Who wants to identify with that? I'd be more proud with a movie about Jewish plumbers....
Hi Daphna, this is Sammy - What I meant and probably didn't communicate properly, was that I want to show and create many different types of strong Jews aside from the common Hollywood tropes we have seen over and over again. Those were two examples, and with more time I would've expounded. Just saw these comments.
Sammy, thank you for sharing your story. You are now in a position to help many Jews gain strength. Have an easy fast and may you be sealed in the Book of Life.
thank you!
Wow, amazing, thank G!d!
Wonderful. G-d bless him.
thank you!
Inspiring! He strikes me as being somewhat in the mold of Yair Stern, Meir Kahane and Irv Rubin, the latter of whom I had the opportunity to work with in Los Angeles in the 1980's. Points to the need for "all kinds of Jews," the only requirement being 'Ahavat Yisrael!' For every kapo like Bernie Sanders (just one example), we need a dozen dudes like Sammy. Not just "dudes" of course - the tough (and frequently comely) gals of the IDF are just copacetic. The "takeaway" is that, when one is unapologetically Jewish - however that's manifested - it's an exemplar of courage in a rather hostile world. GUTS GUNS GOD
Very well said. Bernie Sanders is a Shonda and dangerous.
thanks a lot Ben.
Great work Sammy, I applaud you. I have a similar story to yours minus your long stretch in Prison. I was fortunate that I only spent time in youth detention centers and was lucky that I got to enlist and serve in the US Army in a 155mm SP Artillery Unit, and I received a honorable discharge.
When I was in my late teens I was motivated by Rabbi Meir Kahane who was the founder of the JDL in the US and KACH in Israel. He wrote several books before he was assassinated in 1990.
I was wondering if you have read any of his books? you are close to the same ideology as related to teach US Jews how to stand up against antisemitism and defend themselves.
I am also in a 12 Step program and have been clean from drugs & alcohol for 46 years.
Thanks a lot Steve. 46 is incredible. I will get some of his books!
Great story! But instead of creating Hollywood "Jewish gangsters and athletes", how about Jews who are actual heroes----such as Israeli soldiers or characters that reveal to the audiences the wisdom of Judaism?
Hi, this is Sammy - Thank you! What I meant and probably didn't communicate properly, was that I want to show and create many different types of strong Jews aside from the common Hollywood tropes we have seen over and over again. I agree with you - I want to show the many types of Jews.
Amazing story! Amazing life. We need all kinds of Jews! Sammy is a kind that Israel needs very badly these days. Gd bless him and his wife and family. May they continue to grow from strength to strength in their endeavors and help make a kiddush Hashem. Gd bless them
Thank you so much.
What a wonderful story! Everyone’s life has purpose, and when we discover ours, the world opens up. May Sammy and Sari go from strength to strength! And thank you, Kylie, for writing this and sharing it with the world.
Thank you so much!
Defense against antisemitism is big business now. Sammy can do very well teaching us how to defend ourselves.
Right, also there is also a special Israeli self defense system I think it is called Kara Maga
Very moving story.Kol Hakavod to him I hope he has a lot of success and happiness on his journey.Definitely deserves it!
Thank you
I agree
wow what an incredible story. I wish him and his family much success on their journey. He's right Hashem kept him for a reason and its amazing he could realize that
Thank you very much Batsheva.
Amazing story!
Thank you little brother.