What Repentance Really Means in Judaism


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After defending Israel in Gaza, Max Long was assaulted at DePaul University.
When October 7 happened, IDF reservist and lone soldier Max Long was called up for duty.
He was set to go to DePaul University the next month, but he knew he probably wouldn’t make it back in time. He gave up the apartment he had leased in Chicago and served in the IDF’s explosives unit, which dealt with the explosives Hamas left behind in the kibbutzim.
“You’re always in danger of exploding because you’re in an area where Hamas was setting up booby-traps everywhere,” Max, who first moved to Israel to serve in the IDF in 2016, said. “You can do it with a robot from a distance, but occasionally, someone in our group had to go and check them.”
On one of his missions, Max and his unit had to locate bodies in the tunnels in Gaza.
“It was a slow process, just in case there were still people down there,” he said. “A tunnel we went into was booby trapped. It blew us all over. Two soldiers in my unit were killed, and three others were wounded. I watched my life flash before my eyes at that moment.”
After that incident, everyone felt defeated.

“We didn’t locate the bodies, and we lost two soldiers,” Max said. “And then, we got the news that the IDF accidentally killed our friend Alon Shamriz, who had been taken hostage. It broke us. I can’t even describe it.”
Following months of heartbreak fighting in Gaza, Max was released from his service in January of 2024. He flew back to America with a dog he rescued, a puppy who had his ears cut off by Palestinians in Gaza. He named the dog Ozzi, and was excited to start at DePaul, finally, with his new canine friend at his side.
He could not have anticipated what was to come.
As soon as Max arrived on campus, he saw pro-Palestinian encampments. He didn’t say a word; he just took in what was happening at his school.
“I was just getting out of this crazy war experience,” he said. “I walked by these encampments and heard what they were saying. They were yelling at everyone because they thought that if you weren’t with them, you were against them. They got closed down.”
Max got called up again in May to fight in Rafah and the Philadelphi corridor and wrapped up his semester remotely while on base. He would talk with his Israeli friends from his unit about what was going on with antisemitism in America and abroad.
“They asked me, ‘Why does the world hate us?’” Max said. “They don’t understand. It’s hard for Israelis.”
The lone soldier returned to campus in the fall of 2024. After seeing the encampments, as well as hearing about students – including Jews wearing custom yarmulkes that said, “Stop the Genocide” – holding a rally for the “martyrs,” the terrorists from October 7, he decided he needed to do something.
Before Rosh Hashanah, he gave out apples and honey to his fellow students and set up a table on campus. He put a sign up that said, “Come talk about Israel with an IDF soldier.”
At first, it was positive.
“I was just there to share my story,” Max said. “It was great.”

He went back a few times to table on campus and had mostly good interactions. But then, things started to turn.
The public safety officers on campus didn’t believe Max was a student, so they asked for his ID. They asked him to move onto the sidewalk, and since he didn’t want to cause any trouble, he did. He didn’t realize that now he was off campus property just by one foot and if anything happened to him, it wouldn’t be the school’s responsibility.
When Max moved to the sidewalk, he said a group of Arab students surrounded him to intimidate him, and the public safety officers didn’t help.
Then, one student came up to him looking very angry.
“I put my hand out and asked him, ‘Do you want apples and honey to celebrate the new year?’” Max said. “He looked at me and said, ‘Do I look like a Jew?’ I asked him, ‘What does a Jew look like? And he said, ‘Burn in hell.’”
The angry man had brought 15 friends with him; they started heckling Max, who just stood there.
“I told them, ‘If anyone wants to ask questions, it’s fine, but screaming at me won’t do anything,’” he said.
Max got away unscathed this day, but he wouldn’t be so lucky again.
He kept tabling throughout the fall semester, and in November, a guy with a t-shirt and ski mask came up to him. They started talking about Hamas and other terrorist factions in Gaza. Max mentioned the group Palestinian Islamic Jihad.

“He heard me saying that Islamic is a terrorist group,” Max said. “He then said, ‘This isn’t all Islamic.’ I told him, ‘You misunderstood. There is a terror group called Islamic Jihad.’ We talked for four minutes.”
While Max was in the middle of a sentence, this man’s friend came up from behind Max and suddenly struck him in the back of his head.
“I hit the ground and lost consciousness,” he said. “He started throwing punches. One person supposedly smashed a can over my head. They attacked my friend Michael, too. And then they both took off.”
The public safety officer who saw what happened didn’t do anything.
“Other students came up to me and told me I got what I deserved for killing babies in Gaza,” Max said. “The next morning, I was throwing up. I felt like I had been hit by a truck.”
When Max got back to school, he was targeted again.
“There was a sit-in on campus where a bunch of students called for my expulsion for participating in ‘genocide’ and accusing me of harassing Arab students,” he said. “There was a flyer going around that said, ‘The butcher is back on campus. DePaul students: Get f---ing dangerous.’”
Max (L) suffered a concussion, and his friend Michael Kaminsky had his arm broken
While Max is still getting threats, he’s staying on campus – he refuses to leave or be intimidated. He went to the local media to publicize what had happened and show he wasn’t afraid. He also hoped others would say something.
“I’m encouraging people to stand up and speak out,” he said.
Max also established an organization called Growing Wings Foundation, which is focused on providing affordable solutions for housing and mental health services as well as a supportive community for pre-draft, active, and post-service lone soldiers. This is crucial to Max, as he saw that these services were lacking when he was in the IDF from 2016 to 2018. He is also on the Aish Ha'am advisory board.

“Being a soldier in the army is a challenge, but being a foreigner in a foreign culture, there is a whole other layer to that challenge,” he said.
Max came from a Zionist family; his grandmother, May Long, started Christians & Jews United for Israel, and when was younger, he would go to rallies with his cousins to support Israel. Though he went to public school – he was the only Jew in his friends’ group – he was so passionate about Israel because of his grandmother’s activism that he enrolled in the IDF right after high school.
“I felt there are tons of organizations and networks out there, but as the individual needing that help, I didn’t know where to turn to. My mission was: How can I ensure that there is a more holistic approach to supporting lone soldiers?”
Along with helping lone soldiers, Growing Wings Foundation has an ambassador program, which deploys speakers such as lone soldier reservists, injured IDF Soldiers, October 7th/Nova survivors, second-generation Holocaust survivors, and Jewish students who have faced antisemitism to speak in Jewish and non-Jewish communities across America.

“The goal is to humanize both the Israeli and Diaspora Jewish experiences and ensure these critical stories are heard,” said Max.
Now, Max is focused on his schooling and his foundation. He hopes that his story inspires others not only to keep fighting for what they believe in, but to also not be silent in the face of hate.
“We will be able to find a way to share the truth,” he said. “You don’t need to be shy when you’re telling the truth. You have nothing to be afraid of.”
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Thank you Max for everything..most of America is not what you've seen on campus. Hang in there...we appreciate you and your efforts and are sorry about what happened to you!!!
B"H - Max is okay. Shabbat shalom to all
You're very brave. May God protect you. 🙏💙🙏💙🙏🇮🇱
So proud of such a brave, caring soul. Bless you. It’s a lonely fight.
I wish Max success and long life עמו"ש! הוא גיבור!
I hope DePaul University looses its endowment.
Thank you for your willingness to talk to people. I don't have a lot of hope about your success, but you - yourself - are a ray of hope. If we had more people like you, willing to talk and being open about their beliefs in a non- aggressive way, we would have a better world.
Great article. What a hero. I am a licensed therapist and would like to volunteer services to students facing antisemitism in universities in Chicago.
Kudos for taking the knocks and staying focused.
Thank you for being so strong and such a great role model for college students. I’m so sorry you are not getting the respect and love you should be getting but just know you are doing the right thing and we, your Jewish community, are standing behind you!
I’m so proud of you Max in light of the hatefulness you have experienced. The Lord bless and keep you and all IDF soldiers! Stand firm, our Lord will prevail in all the battles His chosen face.
I hope you are suing. Specifically the university because of their public safety officers action and inaction. They maliciously moved you to a place out of their jurisdiction knowing what you might be facing, even though you were a student. This gave power to violent people. It’s like if the police refuse to protect a small group of protesters at a violent protest.
Long live the Israel Defense Forces! The Israeli soldiers are our heroes! Thank you Max!
Amen, and thank you, also be strong and brave with Hashem's help, also Am Yisrael Chai
Thank you Max. You're presence - and this article - will help many who are willing to wake up.
You go, Max!
Max, Christian veteran from New York here. I am inspired by your example and will accompany my prayers of support with action. You have more advocates than you know!
Thanks for your support
Many more than MANY prayers have been sent and will continually be sent for the end of what is happening. As with others, I am extremely proud of you for doing what is right. May our Lord continually bless you and keep ALL safely wrapped in His wonderous arms.
Max, I’m so proud of you, bless you; you inspire me. I attended Swarthmore about 20 years ago. There was plenty of anti-Israel rhetoric at the time to go around. My regret is that I never spoke out or stood up for Israel the way you are doing. Kudos.
If you are wearing shirts hats or other insignia showing your pro Isreal stance, in todays collage campuses you can expect to get hassled or even hurt. This was NOT the case when I went to college. Hurting any students for any reason was grounds for expelling said student when I went to collage. Often the hostile people were actually NOT students of the University, I SUSPECT that this is the case for most of these "protestors". The University is private property (what about a public university???) and nobody should be hassling people (whether or not they are students) who are just peacefully minding their own business. This rule back when I was a student applied to public universities as well, as I went to a public University.
To answer your question, public universities are required by the First Amendment to allow freedom of speech and assembly. This can be done in a reasonable way, such as allowing protests in specific areas and at reasonable hours.
If free speech is turned into hate speech, then it is not free speech anymore, also Jewish students are harassed, assaulted and worst, this so called free speech is firing up anti Semitic feeling and violence against Jews and other that support Israel, what would you say if someone in your family was the target of the so called free speech, would it be OK or not then, there is a difference by free speech and hate speech, in your view is " Mein Kenif "( my struggle, my fight) by Adolf Hitler( may his name be erased) in German or Arabuc free speech or a hate manifesto
Blessings on you! Am Yisrael Chai! Please find a way to sue DePaul !
Right, I agree sue, sue, sue, there is a organization that gets you free lawyers to sue colleges for not protecting your rights because you are Jewish and support Israel most of these protesters are not even students, I think Jewish self haters send money to make trouble and campuses Jewish people go to learn not start trouble, while the others go to college to stir up trouble
Read some of the postings from "Behind Enemy Lines" and one has to ask why the group was not banned some time ago. Cowards who are masked, assault from behind, and cannot engage in courteous and intelligent discussions deserve no respect or presence on any campus. Kudos to Max and Michael for being an example of civilized individuals.
Yes they SHOULD not be allowed. It is this total lack of requiring people to treat other people with respect and not hurting them (unless it is self defense or defense of others) was the way it was in all campuses when I went to school. This failure to enforce people to act responsibly in public places will be our downfall.
People that wear masks should get kicked out of college/ university they are not going to a masquerade party, also they are wearing masks not to be identified the Kkk used to wear sheets to hide their identity too, when I watched the cartoon Scoody Doo the first thing they do when they catch the culprit they unmask them to see their identity, if someone assaults you from behind people should learn self defense to attack the attacker that wants to attack them, in Asian martial arts you don't fight unless you are attacked first, also the Israeli defense forces use their Karva Maga I think that is what it is called, unfortunately you can't reason with haters they have no respect for you they didn't learn to respect others like normal people do
The campuses have a obligation to keep their students save if not they should have many lawsuits, also how could the campuses allow this on school property where is the rights of Jewish and pro Israel students, why are they not expelling these terrorists from places of learning obviously they don't come to learn but make trouble for students that come to learn, how do we stop from happening on higher places of learning I guess like Jews did before when anti semites banned Jews from places Jews made their own hotels, hospitals, went into comic books, so Jews should make higher places of learning if any anti semites make trouble they should be kicked out immediately
Max you are inspiring, as I have two children in college right now
Blessings to you Max.
Max, you are everything we need. You are a hero.
Engaging in terrorism and assault, and assault on rights under the guise of protest is still: Terrorism, assault, and assault on rights, and breaks the law.
Stop being naive.
End victimhood.
Take seriously your existence and purpose.
"Hurt me once, shame on you.
Hurt me twice, shame on me."
Our God witness.
Max. Wonderful article. You are very brave. The only thing the Hamas supporters need is a get their asses kicked. That is the only thing to make them back down. Maybe now that Trump is in power, they will be deported. They enemy is here in America. They should withhold federal funding to your university.
Max - As I've written about others on Aish. And as a former military member myself - I'm PROUD OF You & the other young college students - & all those who are like you - and changing the worlds perspective on Jews - we thank you. May G-D attach Himself to you - & bless you spiritually - mentally - emotionally - physically & financially - to be successful - in the mission He's given you to accomplish. May He also bring you support from all who know you & and we will keep you in our prayers as well.
Amen With Golden Worfds
Amen, and Am Yisrael Chai